Forever fucked.

“Three words, eight letters. say it and I’m yours.”

“What do you do if someone you love lets you down… Really fucks you over?”
“You must try stop loving them.”
“And is that possible?”
“No… I don’t think so.”

Okay, so I know you are meant too do this at the start of a new year. But oh well.
I’ve had alot of stuff holding me back and I don’t want it anymore, I’m over being filled with hate, I’m over being angry all the time. I want too be happy, I want to be positive. I know it’s going to take awhile to get out of old habbits, but I’m really going to try.

I just realised something. I know exactly why you do this to people. I know how your mind works, No one will ever come close too what you knew.

I thought this was amazing.

Tonight I got really upset, and had a break down too my mum. It was good that I got everything out. She has always been a best friend too me, but now we are even closer. She means the world too me and too have her understand everything I was saying makes it so much better.
I don’t know what I’d do with out her.

Last night, was fucked.
Fun though.

Hahaha.

Eww blakeee!